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Hey everyone. This journal is kind of a special deal to me, and special overall. 

See, last Thursday I moved out of my old house in Florida, away from the small town of Milton I was in with my mom to a small apartment in Pensacola. The move was tough and we don't have a lot with us really. We need to buy most of the more common necessities ourselves, so it'll be a little tough for us for a bit. We also have a little less money so things for a bit will be tighter and a small amount more difficult.

However, this was all worth it. To be honest, I haven't felt this happy and less awkward in MONTHS. I hate being around my grandparents and family members because they just make me feel so awkward and angry and pressured with how they are and just ugh. So glad to be away from them =3=

But that isn't what I wanted to talk to you about today, no. I wanted to talk to you guys about my thoughts. See, recently because of the move I've been having some thoughts creep into my head. Good thoughts. I found myself recently drawn into a thought process, and if nothing else it's given me a sort of goal to aim for.

See, as a lot of you know I've been trying to get into college but things have been keeping me from it. FAFSA and timing, mostly. Damn FAFSA =3=

but besides that, I have never really figured out what I want to actually do with my life. For a time I wanted to go into physics, then into writing, then into biology, then a teacher and so on. Well, I think that I honestly do want to write. I want to be a write, to do my best at it. Of course I won't go into that as my degree, kind crazy but from the teacher's I've talked to about it they have told me having a degree in writing doesn't mean a whole lot? so like I'll do writing, I want to write, but I'll have a degree in something else?

I guess that kind of sounds crazy, right? But well, it's something I want to aim for. 

And also, I just wanted to say thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

It's been maybe three or four years since I came on to dA at this point. I've been here for a while. And not once do I regret it.

I have made so many friends, so many loving and kind friends here. I never expected myself to end up being buds with people all over the world, across the seas and countries. I never expected to find so much support and happiness from the people on here, who read and love the work and things I created, even way back when I first started.

Its because of you guys that I stay here and keep trying, because this place is such a big part of my life and has helped me mature and become a better person I feel. I would not be the same person if I hadn't met all of you.

So, I just want to say thank you. To all my friends. To the ones who stayed up and talked to me late into the night, to those who listened to my troubles and helped me when I needed it. To those who do so much for me that I can't help but feel in awe of your kindness and generosity.

To every single one of you, thank you from the bottom of my heart. Even if you guys are busy with your own lives and work and your own things, I just want you to know this and that you are amazing, every single one of you. 

Anyways, I just kind of wanted to get that off of my chest. I hope you guys read this and understand that you are amazing. Talk to you all later. ^u^


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Montana Langan
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Hello World~

My names Montana Langan, although I prefer to be called Monty. I live in the good ol' US of A, and I'm 19 years old

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thanks for the fave c:
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Thank you for the fave!
Kaiza-san Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
wanna play some leeeague of legeeends? :^D
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Betneybob Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2014
Sorry this is so late. ^^;

Happy birthday! I hope you had a good one!
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XBrokenRiversX Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I'm so sorry this is late buuuuut...
 I hope it was filled with presents and snuggles and unending happiness for you :hug:
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:party: Hope you've had an amazing day bro! :'DD
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rei-kiri Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Haaappy birthday to youuu~ :sing: Happy birthday to youuu! :iconlasingplz:
Happy birthday sear Montyyy~ :iconsweethugplz:
Happy birthday to....

:heart: YOU :heart:
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